I AM A QUAKER
BY DIANE FAISON MCKINZIE
our faith seems strange, it’s because their search for Quaker facts truly
lacks.
THAT MAKES ME A QUAKER YOU SEE.
I AM A QUAKER
BY DIANE FAISON MCKINZIE
THAT MAKES ME A QUAKER YOU SEE.
I and the Dragonfly
Indian-style, I sit by the lake, with no more movement than the tall grass that barely stirs in the breeze. The trees shade my still form on the path, but on the lake, the reflected sun shimmers unchecked.
The water is almost still on the surface and from its depth, earth colors mirror land and sky and clouds precisely. I look closely and see small circles all across the skin of the water; tiny water insects gliding noiselessly.
Across, on the far shore, the sun runs yellow down the hill between the tall pines, spilling into the water just where the red earth joins it. As I sit longer, an. audible splash to my left signals the feeding one of the fish on the surface riders; another on my right signals the quick return of a frog into the water from whence he came.
Time slips slowly away, and I become part of this natural world, an interlude in life that does not often occur. Then a fairy comes to light in front of me on a long, pale green frond. Not a real fairy, lest you think I have sat too long in that enchanted spot, but it might have been, the beautiful dragonfly that sways there. His body is long and slender, and his double wings are iridescent, catching all of the sun's warmth and radiating the blues, pinks, greens, and silver of the sky as he sways.
He stayed only a short time, sharing his world with me, before he moved quickly away to other grasses on the far edges of the lake. I remain behind him, unable to move as gracefully or as fast, but with a renewed spirit in the magic of the moment.
Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.
Bird Girl Telfair Museum Savannah, GA |
This statue was created by Sylvia Shaw Judson,the sculptor who sculpted the statue of Mary Dyer which is on the campus of Earlham College. For years the above statue was in the Bonaventure Cemetery in Savannah Georgia. It was moved to a safer place after it gained fame through the movie Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil which was set in Savannah.
| Cover Photo for novel Midnight In the Garden of Good and Evil |
"For Jack Leigh, his iconic moment came in 1994 when he was commissioned by Random House for the cover of John Berendt’s non-fiction novel Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil. The book was about the repercussions that the murder of a local male prostitute and its subsequent trial that ensued. The titular “the garden of good and evil,” referred to Bonaventure Cemetery in Savannah, Georgia. Bredent suggested to Leigh to go to the cemetery for a suitable subject."
This post would not appear on this blog were it not that Sylvia Shaw Judson became a convinced Quaker in midlife. She was instrumental in beginning the Lake Forest Meeting
In
a simple book of pictures and quotations Judson showed how art could
evoke a state of mind which encouraged spiritual values. On the website
of the Telfair Museum we read:
"In The Quiet Eye: A Way of Looking at Pictures (1982), Judson emphatically connected her Quaker beliefs to her aesthetic practices. She emphasized the term 'divine ordinariness,' which she defined as the 'delicate balance between the outward and the inward, with freshness and a serene wholeness and respect for all simple first-rate things, which are for all times and all people.'
These principles of simplicity, equality, and inwardness may very well have been applied to the work that we have now come to know as the Bird Girl. The young figure, plainly dressed, holds two bowls in either hand, which could be interpreted as a gesture of weighing and balancing. The overall simplicity of the composition, or its 'divine ordinariness,' helps explain its enduring charm; the sculpture reveals very little even after prolonged looking and retains an air of compelling mystery. Originally unassumingly titled 'Fountain Figure' (1936), the sculpture stood anonymously in Bonaventure Cemetery until it was featured on the cover of John Berendt’s bestseller Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil (1994) and the subsequent Clint Eastwood film (1997)."
The image of the innocent child with arms outstretched, holding two vessels speaks of the choices we are constantly called to make. In the novel that became associated with the picture of the statue, the choice was presented as between good and evil. More often the choice is between self and others, or between following guidance or following the trend, or between truth and falsehood, or between any two things which lead us in opposite directions. The point is that we must choose; indecision is a choice also.
Yale University Art Gallery Grave of William Penn Edward Hicks 1847 |
LEAN ON GOD
By Diane Faison-Mckinzie
2023
God gives the most challenging battles to his strongest spiritual soldiers.
Belief, trust, and prayer are the weapons that I believe God’s soldiers can use to
fight the anxiousness, anger, depression, fear, and exhaustion that becomes the
darkness that covers caretakers, and the person suffering from illness.
Leaning on and trusting the Lord is sometimes the hardest thing to do when a
life-threatening illness becomes the issue that devours the years, months, days,
hours, and minutes in a person’s life; both the person that is ill, as well as the
caretaker.
At the beginning of my caretaker responsibility, I experienced anger and was
confused about why I was experiencing this emotion. I spent several months
praying every morning for an answer. I finally received my “spiritual answer”.
I heard God speak to me, letting me know my anger was perfectly normal. I
was angry because my life had changed; both in my everyday activities as well
as in my marriage. I could no longer go out with my friends as much because my
place now was to be at home; to be there to address whatever needs my
husband may have. We, as a couple, no longer could experience a physical
relationship, or have a nice meal at a restaurant, because my husband now had
cancer of the esophagus, therefore cannot eat solid food. So, I was selfishly
angry.
I began to realize from my “spiritual answer” that I needed to “lean” on God to
take care of my husband and be assured that my emotion was a normal stage I
had to go through in order to take my next step. I then experienced “calmness”,
and I was willing to allow God to fight this battle, and I learned to lean on Him.
They say all these emotions that I had been experiencing, were the same stages
that a person goes through when a loved one dies, so it’s normal.
When you break a foot, hip, or leg, you need support to lean on to function
(like a crutch, walker, or wheelchair). Well, at that time, my life had a “fracture”
in it. So, God was my crutch, my walker, and my wheelchair to lean on and give
me the ability to function, and I am so thankful He was my support. Without
HIM (GOD), giving me his powerful support, I surely would have fallen.
DON’T BE AFRAID TO LEAN ON GOD, HE IS STRONGER THAN YOU
THINK!
THE JOURNAL OF GEORGE FOX
Edited with an Introduction
and Notes By
Rufus M. Jones
From the 1694 First Edition
CHAPTER XVIII.
Two Years in America.
1671-1673.
"In the afternoon, the wind
serving, I took leave of my wife and other Friends, and went
on board. Before we could sail, there
being two of the King’s frigates riding in the Downs, the captain of one of them sent his
press-master on board us, who took three of our seamen. This
would certainly have delayed, if not
wholly prevented, our voyage, had not the captain of the other frigate, being informed of the
leakiness of our vessel, and the length of our voyage, in compassion and much civility,
spared us two of his own men.
Before this was over, a
custom-house officer came on board to peruse packets and get
fees; so that we were kept from sailing
till about sunset; during which delay a very considerable
number of merchantmen, outward-bound,
were several leagues before us.
Being clear, we set sail in the
evening, and next morning overtook part of that fleet about
the height of Dover. We soon reached
the rest, and in a little time left them all behind; for our
yacht was counted a very swift sailer.
But she was very leaky, so that the seamen and some of the passengers did, for the most
part, pump day and night. One day they observed that in two
hours’ time she sucked in sixteen
inches of water in the well.
When we had been about three
weeks at sea, one afternoon we spied a vessel about four
leagues astern of us. Our master said it
was a Sallee
man-of-war, that seemed to give us chase. He said, “Come, let us go to supper, and
when it grows dark we shall lose him.” This he spoke to please and pacify the passengers, some
of whom began to be very apprehensive of the danger. But Friends were well satisfied in
themselves, having faith in God, and no fear upon their
spirits.
[When the sun was gone down, I saw out of my cabin the ship making towards us. When it grew dark, we altered our course to miss her; but she altered also, and gained upon us.]
[Note - A Moorish pirate ship, named from Sallee, a seaport of Morocco. This incident not only indicates Fox’s simple faith in God but it also is a good illustration of the way in which he inspired confidence in others. The captain believes in him.]
At night the master and others came into my cabin, and asked me what they should do. I told them I was no mariner; and I asked them what they thought was best to do. They said there were but two ways, either to outrun him, or to tack about, and hold the same course we were going before. I told them that if he were a thief, they might be sure he would tack about too; and as for outrunning him, it was to no purpose to talk of that, for they saw he sailed faster than we. They asked me again what they should do, “for,” they said, “if the mariners had taken Paul’s counsel, they had not come to the damage they did.” I answered that it was a trial of faith, and therefore the Lord was to be waited on for counsel.
The next day, being the first day of the week, we had a public meeting in the ship, as we usually had on that day throughout the voyage, and the Lord’s presence was greatly among us. I desired the people to remember the mercies of the Lord, who had delivered them; for they might have been all in the Turks’ hands by that time, had not the Lord’s hand saved them."
[9] Now when much time was spent, and when sailing was now
dangerous, because the fast was now already past, Paul admonished
them,
[10] And said unto them, Sirs, I perceive that this voyage
will be with hurt and much damage, not only of the lading and
ship, but also of our lives.
[11] Nevertheless the centurion believed the master and the
owner of the ship, more than those things which were spoken by
Paul.
[18] And we being exceedingly tossed with a tempest, the
next day they lightened the ship;
[19] And the third day we cast out with our own hands the
tackling of the ship.
[20] And when neither sun nor stars in many days appeared,
and no small tempest lay on us, all hope that we should be saved
was then taken away.
[21] But after long abstinence Paul stood forth in the
midst of them, and said, Sirs, ye should have hearkened unto me,
and not have loosed from Crete, and to have gained this harm and
loss.
[22] And now I exhort you to be of good cheer: for there
shall be no loss of any man's life among you, but of the ship.
[23] For there stood by me this night the angel of God,
whose I am, and whom I serve,
[24] Saying, Fear not, Paul; thou must be brought before
Caesar: and, lo, God hath given thee all them that sail with thee.
[25] Wherefore, sirs, be of good cheer: for I believe God,
that it shall be even as it was told me.
[41] And falling into a place where two seas met, they ran
the ship aground; and the forepart stuck fast, and remained
unmoveable, but the hinder part was broken with the violence of
the waves.
[42] And the soldiers' counsel was to kill the prisoners,
lest any of them should swim out, and escape.
[43] But the centurion, willing to save Paul, kept them
from their purpose; and commanded that they which could swim
should cast themselves first into the sea, and get to land:
[44] And the rest, some on boards, and some on broken
pieces of the ship. And so it came to pass, that they escaped all
safe to land.
HE IS WITH US
By Diane Faison-Mckinzie 2022-2023
“Get rid of all the sins you have done and get for yourselves a new heart and a new way of thinking”. That is from Ezekiel 18:31. Couldn’t we use that as a guide to starting our new year coming up, in 2023? “Yes, the years 2020 through 2022 have been a test of our faith, and our health”. I think this epidemic has forced us to get a new heart and forced us to think differently about ourselves, our families, and others.
As we leave the old year behind, with all the horrors we never expected to endure, let us learn from what we have experienced. I think we have learned that we truly now understand that, tomorrow is not promised to us, and we have been forced to learn a new way of thinking. As we are given a new day, our new way of thinking should encompass not wasting any time of the day, whether it is spent in prayer, doing something for your neighbor, calling someone to let them know they are thought of, volunteering at some organization that helps those in need, and many other things.
I think as stated in Ezekiel “a new heart” is an accurate statement which I believe means a “new you, ”. What if you could consider setting a weekly Christian goal for yourself? This small effort would be a start in creating a “new you”. One week, my Christian deed turned out to be, putting $20 towards the grocery bill of the person behind me in the grocery line. Something as simple as that has made me one step towards me becoming a new person. In the year 2023, it is my hope that I will continue to grow in my new way of thinking. Let 2022-23 be your year of Christian love, understanding, giving, and prayer.
We really don’t know what the new year will bring, but we do know for certain we can bring God into it. “Do not fear....When you pass through waters, I will be with you” (Isaiah 43:1-2). I am certain that 2023 will be filled with uncharted waters, it can be disquieting, we don’t really know what will happen or what storms may come, but we must try to remember He (GOD) is with us. Whatever the new year brings, we need to thank God, because in all things HE is with us. Let us rejoice, being able to see a new day and a new year that will soon be upon us, that God is with all our new days and our soon-to-be new year.
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